December 20,2004

 Mood: Fine

Song: Carry this picture

 My Boo,

I so like this “carry this picture,” the lyrics is super. It goes like “Carry this picture for luck, kept in a locket. Tucked in your collar, close to your chest. Make it a secrete...” Really amazin, and the song of Simple Plan “Every time” It goes like “It was 3am when you woke me up. Then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go just to get away. .. chorus goes like “Every time I see your face Every time you look my way its like it all falls into place Everything feels right But whenever you walk away you leave my life in disarray All I want is one more day It's all I need One more day with you...” And the bridge of the song “Hands Down.” It goes like this “Hands down this is the best day that I can ever remember always remember. The sound of the stereo, the dim of the the spot light. The scent of your hair that you twirl in your finger, and the time of the clock when we realized its all late and this walk that we share together! The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped in and I let you in! And you stood on the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it! And I knew that you meant, that you meant them...” The song carry this picture by Dash Board confessionals fits Francis and I because I love giving him pictures of me so he can carry it for luck.... The song Everytime fits what happened last night when we went out at 3AM *ok ok kinda earlier than 3AM* he woked me up and we jumped in the car *ok ok agaiN! Not car his scooter* and we drove away just to get away from our parents and so we can be together. And the song Hands Down fits what happened on the gig that we attended last month. Anyway I woke up missing him so much! I woke up like I cuddle Kiko my teddy because I miss him so badly and imagine we were just with each other from 2 40AM until 5 30AM and I slept. Ok so he woke me up at like 2 30AM and arrived in my house at like 2 40AM we drove to nowhere. We don't know where to go so we decided to just wake up Jun2. We were sweet and I like it, we held each others hands nicely. We talked and fooled around. While waiting for Jun2 we cuddle each other and he said he wanted to give his gift, I panic. And let go of his hands and I said “I know your gift! I'm still young I'm still young!” Haha, I was fooling around and kind of meaning it though. We drove to dark places with Jun2 we wanted to see some ghost again. Anyway we attended the mass but just finished the homily. I like when we were holding each other's hands and he was flirting his fingers in my palm. And he would smooth my face and would get really close. Anyway we drove Jun2 back to his house, and then we went to my house and I said BYE and I went to the gate and he held his motor ready to leave. And as I open the lock of our gate I decided 'oh God this is the last time we'll ever see each other again for this year. He'll go to Makati and I'll be out in our house most of the time because whenever my Aunt arrives we go to malls and nice places. And I haven't let him give his gift or even hugged him so I was like this should be memorable for us to carry this week that we are apart.” I said Francis! I don't want to go home yet... I told him mom's going to wake up and she's going to find out I went away. And I kept on saying stuff like she'll be so mad I don't want to go home yet. And then we kind of hug each other once in a while, held each other's hand. He told me stuff like “I don't want to go to Makati, I'm so gonna miss you Nadz... Go with me plz.Go with me...” And after like 20 minutes he commanded me to go home because mom's going to be madder and he accompanied me to our gate and I said ok bye! And he was like ok go inside first. And I'm like no you go first. I wanted to tell him you can give your gift now... I just can't! He stood real close to me, and said “Kiss you first”, and he closed his eyes and I looked side way so he can just kiss my cheeks not my lips. And he kissed my cheeks really nicely.... Hugs&Kisses*Nadz