Geez Banana, shut your freakin' gob

September 3,2004

Ginger,
Baby your all that i want, when your lying here in my arms. Finding it hard to believe we are in heaven. Love is all that i need and i found it there in your heart, it isn't too hard to see... we are in heaven! RJ my very first boy friend. I answered him just today, after the play. But I was spreading he's my 3rd. I am his 15th can you believe it? Haha. Gosh, he's really sweet... first periodical exams are finally finished. 3 days of sacrifice. Our play, where I was the leading lady. Was actually, well. At first it was so humiliating because my group mates didn't know what to do! And then when it was our turn, it went alright. The crowd loved the part where John Mark and I were sweet. GOSH! Falling out falling in nothing is sure in this world. Breaking out breaking in never what lies ahead... I don't feel so KILIG about the whole thing. But my classmates went nuts when we told them, we were ON. But I wasn't feeling special because I know he was expert at this. So no very special feeling, just comfortable to do things I would like to do. I hope this won't hurt me, I've gotten in my first relationship with a guy. **xoxo**nadz

pS advice needed for making my first relationship last... tips? plz?