Geez Banana, shut your freakin' gob

LJ,
I really hope someone tells me the code for putting my pictures inside my entry... Sigh. I My eyes are so small and it's like I'm a chinese girl. I cried like a baby, wailed like a baby. For hours... or was it for just an hour. Dunno actually. I was so out of my mind to think. I didn't care. For that whole like 80 minutes I lost my mind. A 14 year old? Screaming and crying my eyes out. Am I still in my mind? I knew, I was out of my mind. I didn't think of what will my neighbors, my sister, my lola, myself... I stopped from thinking what will happen, I stopped thinking on why I was crying. I stopped think and focused on crying just like when I was 5 years old. I was tired but I didn't want to stop... I stopped for a few seconds. And then started again, I'll change my lying positions. I was lying in the floor of my room. So sweaty, and then I cried outside my room sitting like a toddler. And then I walked everywhere crying crying crying. Then I lye in tita's bed, there I cried softly... I was thinking. I was now thinking... I recovered from loosing my mind. I didn't totally lost my mind. And then I closed my eyes to rest. I woke up feeling so great, only... my eyes were so small. I took a bath. I didn't go to school this afternoon because: My hair was so unruly and rough... So I want to apply conditioner. For the past few days I didn't have enough sleep and rest I want to rest. I want to check my blogger and update it. I want to check my IDOL bloggers of nix and ala. I want to see if someone replied... but unfortunetly... NO ONE. As usual. And I don't want to see my crush courting my classmate! OUCH!**xoxo**nadz