Jan 13,2004

Song: Perfect

My Boo,

Woah! Everything's happening fast! This week was just WOW, Tuesday I was teased because my braces were removed. And yet today a bracket will be placed?! ARG! When will this stop? When can I just have a retainer? Anyway, I was super active at all subjects. I keep on raising my hands even though I'm not sure if my answer is correct. I've finally realized WHAT WILL I LOOSE IF I TRY, right?! I bought Cassava that night for our Starch making made from Cassava for Home Economics the next day. And now I realize I still love Francis... I'm so hurt only Tracie and Jun2 knows I still like him. And I hate this feeling. Why can't I like other better guys?! , Martin was super sweet he even gave me this bracelet from Puerto Galera beach Wednesday, RJ and I were helping each other on our Cassava starch and were actually having fun! And man, I keep on catching Francis staring at me! Or our eyes will meet often. And everybody knew that Robin is courting me again. GOD! I'm so sick of it, everybody were teasing me. And I hate it. I don't like him and he knows that, then he spread the news he was courting me. YUCK! It happened last last night when he was asking everybody for my new cellphone number *I changed because all these guys keep on txting me and I'm sick of it* When he got my number he was making short calls non stop! And would txt and txt. He said he realized he really does love me, and all. Last night Christian txt and he wanted our “pretend” relationship to be serious. He txt all this sweet quotes and picture messages. He wanted to be really serious and was asking and really confirming everything. I am not sure for my feelings for him but then I thought WHAT WILL I LOOSE? I mean this is the popular guy! The campus crush! The hot guy girls are going crazy over and he's finally wants me as hi girlfriend. How's that?! Thursday which is today I came to school late, I had an upset stomach. When I came they were done checking their spelling quiz. And started voting for the songs that will be put on the burned CD as souvenirs for the prom night. How I wish Christian would ask me to be his prom date. A dream come true.

Tom Ace was sweeter than ever, he keep on embracing me and getting his body close to me and all. And today I felt the love of T FLIP girls. I asked Clare if it's ok that Christian *her ex boyfriend* will have a new girl friend. She asked who, and she said she doesn't mind. I said it was me. And she was sweeter than ever to me. She embraces me and all, she even called me BABY and I call her MAMA. Haha, and Jevvy was sweet, so is Tracie and Jammie! And in the afternoon Ruth as well. Francis and I talked, well txted. I said HI! And he said HELLO! And I was asking if Bhelle finally answered him, and he said not yet and he thinks he has no chance at all. And he asked if I answered somebody. I said yes, and suggested to be their bridge. And he asked who. I said why do you need to know. He said nothing, is there something wrong and he repeated his question. I said it was Christian. He asked why its like were not ON, I said because I don't want to?! HAHA. And then we stopped txting.

Watched Count of Monte Cristo this afternoon, and another issue was spread. That Christian is courting me. And that RJ wants me back as his girl friend. I feel pitty because he always wants me back. Like his always waiting... For me. AWWW.... Christian was sweet he held my hand and accompanied me in going home. Hugs&Kisses*Nadz