Geez Banana, shut your freakin' gob

August 27,2004

Ginger,
Haha. Life is great... wee!!! Rickson John is courting me... YAY! He's really sweet, I'm in-love. Really. Haha. I'll tell you everything that happened today. First I was the second 3rd Year student who came, the earliest was RJ. But when I got there, only his bag was there. He fetched Tom Ace, anyway I was early because I forgot our report. So I have to look for the book and prepare. But nothing happened, so my classmates came. And then we fetched Alex and we had fun walking and waiting. When we got in the school, Jojet brought his cassette and CD player I put on Avril's Under My Skin. I played Don't Tell me. I was on the floor and RJ was on the table, watching me rewinding the tape and he was making me laugh as usual. And then in the middle of the song, RJ went away from the table and then he sat beside me. He always makes me laugh, and of course I teased him. He said I was addict with Avril Lavigne. Then after that loads of practice. I didn't know how to tell Robin I really don't like him. We practiced in the Clubhouse's Bowling place. Which was really dirty and dusty. It was not used for months, or years I think. RJ and I often chat, I was close to Christian that time. We were playing around, and RJ was looking at me and not smiling. We came back to our room, and SOUND TRIP again. Then we went home for lunch, when I got back. Jammie was talking to RJ, and then I came in the room and told me that RJ was going to court me. I was super overjoyed but I didn't show it. I pretended I was mad at her for telling RJ that I had a crush on him. But Jammie said he didn't know, she haven't told him. After that RJ was not paying much attention to me, he was kind of ignoring me. So I thought he was mad at me. We weren't paying attention to each other the whole afternoon in the school. But when Madame Sheila, our adviser and our choreographer, decided we need to practice more. So we had another meeting place, at Ruth's house. But we rested for like 30 minutes so that 30 minutes was really nice. For that 30 minutes I got close to John Mark for telling him what I want him to do. I told him he should court Jammie, I told him Christian and Jammie's situation. That they are kind of misunderstanding each other. And Jammie talked to me really seriously, and Jammie talked to RJ. I didn't know! If I was going to believe her. RJ was really head over heals with Jammie, but he is aware he doesn't have a chance for her. And that if he tries to court Jammie, he will just be BUSTED. And I'm really confuse if he likes me, but I remember him saying that he would be serious to the girl she's going to court in our room. Because for his past girl friends 4 months was the longest... Haha. And that he already had 14 girlfriends, some of them he courts two girls at a time! Haha. So I'm going to ask him if he is really serious, if he won't do what he does to her previous girl friends. OK I'll tell you the KILIG part. So when the 3rd year was walking to Ruth's house for the practice, Jammie told me to wait for RJ. SO while we were walking, he was at first kind of quiet. And then Jammie and some of our KA-TROPA were leaving us behind and telling RJ to go and tell me. So he talked to me, I just remembered him saying. HINDI NA DAW IPAGPAPATULOY NI ROBIN ANG PANLILIGAW SAYO TAPOS SABI KO AKO NALANG MAGTUTULOY... PWEDE BA? (Robin isn't going to continue courting you I said I'll just continue it. Can I?) At first I said I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE. And then he asked again... I said PWEDE. (Alright.) That's all I can remember. I regret not asking if he is serious, and if he really doesn't like Jammie anymore. ARG. But in the practice he was always looking at me. And he bought me a soft drink, but I just took one sip. Then he offered his hanky. And in our meeting he was really close to me, and he was NAGPAPAYPAY using his hanky and he even wiped my sweat. He was smoothing my hair. And he was really sweet. But I wasn't feeling that KILIG, just comfortable. And I'm not sure whether to let him continue. Maybe he's just doing it because for the sake of having a girl friend... But maybe he really does like me.**xoxo**