Random thoughts are going through my mind right now. I just feel grateful and peaceful at this momement. My org problem has been resolved 2 days ago. Thanks to my mom who did all the confronting and talking for me. When willI ever face my problems alone? Are we meant to face them by ourselves? I can do a lot of things on my own except confront people and just step up to the plate. I can never speak up for myself. I just cry and let it defeat me, I feel really weak.

           So as I was saying, I have quit the organization because I really want to focus on my academics this year. I feel like I can't manage my time and balance these things, I've been in total depression for days because of this major decision.

            My summer so far has been great! I learned and saw a lot of things. Beautiful things. I danced my heart out one April night and from then on I've been dancing like mad once a week. I have this top that coincidentally shifts me to this dancing mood whenever I wear it.

              I've eaten my heart out, my tummy is almost always protuding. I've cleaned the house like an OC maniac. I think I am doing these because I somehow know that I've been deprived of time for these things because of too much school works and that after this summer vacation I may never be able to do it again for months.

              I have travelled alot. Swam to fascinating beaches and spend time with my friends and family. This summer is just amazing and it's not yet over. I've spent so much quality time with my sisters and have become more mature and understanding towards my mother and her changes. Has not relapsed from my impulsive buying and has driven more carefully. Loved the single life like I've never did before and I wish I could stay like this until I finish college.

            The very best achievement so far, I have moved on. Yes folks, I'm almost over him. I've been praying for this and it finally came true, I don't think about him when I listen to certain songs and have erased him from my mind. I'm grateful for our past and I'm not bitter anymore. I am so happy.