Oh god, i don't know what happened to me. Suddenly I lost all the feelings and love I ever felt for RJ. I want to break up with him and move on with other guys who are courting me. Suddenly I feel TIRED and SICK being with him, now we haven't broken up yet. But sure I will soon!!! The only reason why we are still together is that I feel sorry and pitty for him. He loves me so much, and he doesn't want to break up with me even though he already know I DONT LOVE HIM ANYMORE... oh this is bad. But hey u know what. I don't feel hurt or lonely...

**xoxo**nadz