last night i didn't sleep until i've finally decided what i am feeling for JUN2... and what thehell am i thinking Jun has a girlfriend, she's my close friend *and to think I am the one who hooked up the 2 lovers,,,!!!!* and then im gonn steal him? no way. and then i realized yeah jun likes me and adores my attitude and appearance but NOT LOVES he loves his girl friend and i should stop this crazy feeling for him. i can! and I will! now about Francis, well I think I still have feelings for him, but not so sure so I decided not to jump to my conclusion that I don't like him anymore. I'm still longing for his hugs and kisses so i think I still love him. And maybe we should really talk this out, you know maybe I'm just super confused since I haven't seen him for weeks and haven't talked to him properly.

P.S. thank you so much to everyone who have helped me and gave nice advices !!!