i think little by little im getting sick of my boy friend FRANCIS, and *you don't wanna hear this guys* falling in love with my best friend JUN2!!! Gosh, I don't know what is happening to me,,, i feel so crappy. It's like before I got sick of my boy friend RJ *my ex boyfriend *and then my best friend then was FRANCIS I feel in love to him and we got together. now i think I'm getting sick  of FRANCIS and my best friend right now is JUN2 and yes i think i'm falling. i never had a best friend like him before, like everyday we see and talk to each other and he even admitted last night that he has a crush on me. and we always have phone calls that last until midnight. he admitted his admiring my attitude alot, and always compliments my look. and bragging his friends that im his best friend. he said he just wanted to confess that he likes me a little, so his mind won't bother him again. he said if he hadn't met LOVELY *her gf * he might have courted me... and we ask delicate questions and discuss delicate topics. NO! not what your thinking not HORNY stuff just delicate once. we are so open to each other...

i don't like this you guys i don't like this! my mind says he still THINKS he loves FRANCIS and my heart has NO as in NO more feelings for FRANCIS! and is now falling for JUN... so guys... i need help around here. I'm such a bitch...

hugs&kisses*nadz

PS, wakeupcrying my new lay out is dedicated to u