Mood: Tired

Song: Get your Freak on

My Boo,

I just finished cooking our dinner. Mom and Tito Alex said it was delicious, I don't like cooking but I guess I can get the hang of it. I went to the wet market this morning to buy some cabbage and I saw this fortune wind chimes. Their really expensive, there was a rooster wind chime. They were really pretty. Anyway yesterday was fun Tracie was teaching me how to do the crip walk or was it creep walk? I can't do it! Haha. To think I am one of the members of our dance group! How lame is that... We had basketball practice, oh I am getting tanner and tanner! And some volleyball, which was torture to my skinny arms! I just can't serve the ball, and whenever it's coming near me I'll just scream and make funny movements. They laugh at me, and still tries their best to teach me. I can hit the ball if it's just near, but when it's coming from the other side and it was served real good the ball looks like a missile! It's scary!

But Last day was super shocking. I was having a good day in the morning and in the afternoon was really surprising... Remember Robin the guy I hate and is courting me, well I am giving signs his already “busted.” But then he keeps on txting me ewww stuff, and that afternoon someone txt me using his number and was claiming to be Robin's “cousin” Mark. DUH? I'm not that dumb to fall for that trick, just plain yuck. And I'm getting frustrated with all those miss calls and non stop txt and questions. And Tracie was feeling the EWWness as well. So she helped me, we were letting him here this. I was saying “Tracie your cousin is a pain in the ass!” And Tracie would reply with “Why wouldn't you stop txting, COUSIN!” And I would say “Stop txting COUSIN.” And then when he was just getting in my nerves I laughed a very insulting laugh when Robin cracked a joke. To my surprise RJ *my ex boyfriend* imitated it in a more insulting way! And I like said FUCK YOU to the air and RJ was like FUCK YOU TOO! I was so shock with all his angry replies when I wasn't touching or saying anything to him. And when some of the guys were teasing me to Robin I said YUCK! And Rj was like “YUCK HA!?” So I pass a note to him asking if he's mad and why is he fighting with me. He said he isn't mad and he isn't fighting with me. And our passing notes go on. And in the middle of our conversation he wrote YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH. And I'm like what was that sentence all about? And he admitted and confessed everything. That he still loves me so much and saying “I know we can't be together I understand!” I'm really shock, and he even said I LOVE YOU x 100! I wasn't able to reply and just cried because I'm just realizing all those guys loving me so much while I love Francis, the wrong guy to love. He likes flirt girls and all. He doesn't like me, and I just love him so much. Our pictures I can't destroy it! I still love him!!!

I want to tell you how many letters I've collected from exchanging “friendly” letters from my best friends. Every now and then Jun2 will give me his newly composed poem dedicated for me and with it is a letter. And I would reply with a poem as well some I made some I found and of course a reply letter. Same with Tracie so now I've got so many letters in my letter box. Their written in cute stationary. Tracie and I are super close friends and I just love her because unlike most of my previous best friends who took me for granted. She's so sweet and whenever I'm sad she always comfort me. She loves me so much. And if I'm mad or sad she won't stop asking until I spill! Even though it takes her an hour to do so! Isn't that sweet? While Jun and I have gone really close, more than best friends! But not deeper as lovers oK? I think he admires me and I admire him as well. But as I said before I just can't take the risk once again. He gives signs, and his super sweet but I try to ignore and go on with our friendship. Hugs&Kisses*Nadz

PS photos  below... check it out!!!