September 18,2004

Ginger,

What can I say. Well RJ and I is already 3 weeks old. LOL. Yesterday was really nice, he was ignoring me all the time. So I was ignoring him too. We didn't have much lectures, so it was like us and the guitar. RJ was really good in playing the guitar, ruth and belle were saying I LOVE YOU to him. They were saying they were already falling in love with him because his too good. And I wasn't really feeling jealous, in my mind I was saying GO ON KISS HIM! Haha. And then without knowing it I blurted it out! Robin heard it. Gosh! I was like OH NO! He was scaring me that he would tell it. But then he promised he wouldn't, but hell he did!

Until we went to Alex's house we were ignoring each other. I was asking if his mad or if he wants to tell something or why his so quiet. He was just shaking his head and then he left. Once more I tried I went to him and then he walked out. I cried this time, i look like a fool going to him and him going away. And then I didn't care, I played and hang out with some of my classmates specially boys. I fooled around and had fun. After that I went to Jammie's house with Lavanilyn. Watched a little, I bought chips and some barbeque. While we were eating Francis suddenly called. I said Francis! And then Jammie said, PASOK KA J ( come in j, J is RJ's nick). It was RJ, we talked and held each other's hands. He said sorry and explained and ask many things. We were so sweet! We talked about so many stuff... write more later! xoxo**nadz**