My Boo,

I've realized how lucky I am, and all the other Filipinos living in the Philippines. Is it a miracle or what?! think about it, almost all the countries in South East Asia was badly affected... many died... many suffered... many has lost loved ones and homes. But the Philippines? Why isn't it affected that much? Thank you God, thank you....

Last midnight I cried like 20 minutes before 12AM , my father came 1 hour before new year. And you know my relationship with my father, we often see each other. Since mom and him are separated, he had left us for 3 years when I was in 6th grade until 9th grade. He came back on my 9th grade... and his like a stranger to me and my sisters. My mom doesn't love him anymore, and of course his presence isn't given much attention he decided to leave and look for a job where in he goes home twice a month. So its like just a visit, sometimes he gives us money. Anyway he came an hour before the new year, and Judy, Lovely and I were playing loud music in our yard and enjoying the last minutes of 2004. Were misbehaving and dancing and just chilling out, when he came. After a while he joined *actually not really joined liked stood on one corner* with a glass of wine in his hands him and Tito Kevin *my british uncle* chatted for a while. And we weren't talking to my father, Judy and lovely left for a while I was alone. Tito Kevin went near me and started chatting about music and my fave bands and singers. Asking my opinions and stuff I was enjoying our conversation. And he suddenly asked Why aren't i talking to my father *he was starring at us talking,,, like a poor man* and he like TALK TO HIM. Go near him and talk, and he was like TALK TO HER GO ON! Pertaining to my father and he was like NADZ LISTEN MY DAD DIED 10 YEARS AGO AND I LOVED HIM SO MUCH AND IF I COULD TALK TO HIM RIGHT NOW JUST LIKE THE CHANCE THAT OU HAVE RIGHT NOW.... PLZ I ORDER YOU. My father was like tell him we've spoken to each other many times already. And Tito Kevin gave up, we didn't talk. He doesn't want to talk to me either! Yes I admit I have hatred for him... Tito Kevin went inside and Tita Jill went out, his like why Aren't you talking to your father? Talk to him, don't just sit around it's like his not here! Talk to him! I just started crying I don't know why... Good thing I am wearing a cap to hide my face.

I jumped on the struck of midnight,,, and I had fun dancing around with the sounds of the loud fire crackers... And acting like a kid whenever we see amazing fire works. Like pointing our fingers and jumping around saying LOOK! LOOK!!! hahaa.

Drank 3 glasses of red wine and 2 glasses of champagne... felt dizzy a little.

Ate bake mac! YUM YUM! Crispy Pata, lotsa chocolates, ice cream, etc.

This is freaky y sister's friends got their photos taken in their digital camera. And there was this black guy who stood in between her 2 friends standing at the back. He has a figure of a human and has a face well its not that visible since is super black. its super scary. and another photo from the same digital camera where the haed of this girl was not seen... creepy!!! Hugs&Kisses*nadz