I do not know how I will express everything inside me. Should I write a short story? A poem? A song? I simply could not think of a way, the perfect way. For now, I'll pour everything here.

This person is everything I've always wanted NOT to become. His blogs are bleeding with emotions, the very thing I want to escape because I want to be more rational than emotional. I cannot say I've always been rational, of course one cannot possibly be completely detached from her emotions.

I used to be the most sensitive person, I've always been transparent, and yes emotional. However, for the past years, I've been running away from it because life can never be too painful, should never be too painful. So I've decided to remain logical despite the whirl of emotions inside me, for my eyes to remain dry though all I wanted to do was cry, for my mind to think straight though at times I wish I could release all the insanity inside it. To always be distracted from ethos.

Here he is, writing everything that I wish I would never have to deal with. Here he is reminding me that it's okay to express; to be emotional, to shout, to cry, to be in pain, to love with all your heart. Damn it, the funny thing is there is so much truth in his writings.