November 23,2004 Mood: Stressed

Song: ?

Baby,

I had a bad trip with Tracie because she was like getting Francis' attention and I was like getting irritated with it and stuff. She even opened his binder and brought out his poems dedicated for Kyrene... Guess what?! He doesn't have a single poem for me, yeah you can say I'm jealous but for me it's more of like feeling left behind. Like he doesn't love me that much, but anyway that's life and you know maybe if he really isn't serious with me well ok whatever... And so Tracie was like let's go home let's go home, I'm so irritated and I wasn't speaking as usual and Francis was being sweet and stuff but I was just plain irritated... Oh man! So then I asked Tracie to go home, and Francis removed his hands from mine and I said bye he said bye. And that's it I'm super irritated with everything, and Tracie was to blame for all. I was super angry with her and I said yea yea your always the one who's to be followed! We're like You go home first no you go home first! Tricycle went near us and she was saying ride now I was saying you ride. She said she's not used to going home first, I said well get used to it. And I was like that's your way go there, no you go there! And then I said FINE! I went to the other street and we were ignoring each other and waiting for each other to go home first... It was like 40 minutes! And we were being stupid. Well I won anyway she rode the tricycle first, and I rode after her when I got back I txted her mad messages and went to sleep. I woke up feeling stupid about what I did and I saw her reply and I said I wanted to call her and talk to her. WE ended up having a 2 hour phone call talking about everything... and then I went to her place and we walked and just fool around and then went to the clubhouse to see Francis. Then that's all went home and me and mom bought PUTO BUNGBONG. Yummy my favorite, Francis was suppose to go here but then it got late so he didn't. And I felt bad... Hugs&Kisses*nadz