Who is he to say that it is okay to express? Who is he to think that it is okay to tell everything in public? Is there a scientific reason behind his advocacies to express? Why is there a need to express?

No I am not confuse. No I am not mad at him. Yes I know all the answers to these questions and have told his story to my friends as if I've known him for years. Well, I met him a few weeks ago and I thought when I heard and watch him perform I would forget about the whole thing the minute I step out of the building. But no, right this very moment I am writing about him. Last night I thought about him, hours before that I mentioned his name countless times to countless people.

Torture, this is torture.